A moment called, yester year.....

I am standing in the time, of our yester years,
As I look around, my eyes swell to form a stream of tears,
Everything seems beautiful and just like how it was,
It's so hard to beleive, we are not together and what's the cause.

I wish to touch all that, which you held once,
Standing on those grounds, where I bowed in your romance,
Only if I could call your name, and undo the jinx,
The drops of love would tune a song, which we could sing.

Unfortunately, time flies by and you are no where to be seen,
This feeling hurts so bad as I am dieing within,

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Will the sun shine again and bring me to life?
Enlighten my soul, to touch new heights,
Will the moon go down and gleam how it did?
To wash away the grief and for pain to forbid,
Will you ever come back and hold me again,
Holding my life, how you did, to draw away the vein.....


I walk into the room, where we lay in love,
The bedsheets are still crumpled, as I look above,
I melt down to tears and my heartbeat gives up,
I stand against the walls, the walls where we made love...

As I recall those days, their is line on my face,
Their is one song, which I still carry on,
Tuning it to perfection, so I can sing it to you my dear,
While I sing, I sing, for a moment called, yester year....

Unfortunately, time flies by and you are no where to be seen,
This feeling hurts so bad as I am dieing within...........
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This is the last good bye....

So I try my best and I could never get....
What I had wished for..

Sometimes I realize, was I living in your lies...
And those days are over....

No, I ain't coming back...Even if you wished so bad...
Now, I know that you are lonely....

As I say goodbye, I know you're praying tight
Wishing for the last time you could hold me.....

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And we are over now..
No more questions how,
No matter what you do.....

All you can do is pray,
One more chance, but not today,
This time, I am going my way....

This ain't no lie....
You can live your life,
This is the last goodbye...

Their's nothing left to say, we are empty today,
We can't fill the broken vessles....

The cracks won't heal, causes discomfrt and squeal,
We chose this in our faith...

When I see the doves fly, and the clouds passing by,
The silver lining wont appear....

Let's not try so hard, cause we tend to fall apart,
Everthing seems so shattered...

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These dark days.......

So tonite I sleep, holding your dreams tight,

You may not be here but your thoughts are a beautiful delight.

As I capture your smell, within in my soul,

I maybe alone but your aura makes, whole.

Tonite I won't feel guilty but I will be alone,

I will make love to you, while I lay prone.

I will draw few lines, which will help me weave,

Some will illustrate tears and some, I will keep.

I'll say a little prayer for you and for me,

I will wish for nothing, except for love and peace.

When these dark days are over and the sun shines again,

I'll open my eyes to all that I regained.

If god gives us the pain, he shall take it away,

Let's not look for happiness but live for this day.
 I know you are alone and it's lonely out there,

I am always watching over you, baby never be scared.

I shall wake you up, sealing this morning with a kiss,

As you open your eyes, there will be more then you wish.

I promise you, there will be a smile and reasons to live,

I will never give up on you, no matter what I have to give..........

Humanity

The flickering light, shadows thousand faces,

Different periods, different phases,

The light went out and darkness evaded,

The colors remained and races faded.

Demands.....

The more a man gets,

The more he wants.

The more he wants,

The less he gets......

Darkness

"The darkness is nothing but also a light.

It only depends how one uses the eyes..........

The start.....

"People meet with coincidence, they spend sweet time together".

"Then god parts them".

"Not to end the story but to see how much they need each other".

Time will tell....

"Let time heal my wounds and let time say a prayer".

Because the one who I choose to smoke my joint with, is the one who gives god a kick!

Dreams....

My dreams are my vision,

My vision is my eye,

My eye holds the key,

That's no lie.

My dreams are my illusion

My illusions, are my brain,

My brain is insane,

Who am I to blame?

My are my dreams,

My dreams are me.

The questions that lies,

"Is to be or not to be"?

Love...

"Art is a form of love, only some learn to draw the line and some keep drawing them all their life".

A few words from Khalil Gibhran..........

"Many a women borrows a mans; heart, very few could possess it:,
"If you would possess, you must not claim"!

Every man loves two women; "the one is the creation of his imagination and the one is not yet born".

"We are all prisoners but some of are in cells with windows and some without".

"Every great person I have known had something small in there make-up and it was that small something which prevented inactivity or madness or suicide"!

"When you reach the end of what you should know, you will be at the beginning of what you should sense".

"We choose our joys and sorrows long before we experience them".

""Paradise is there, behind that door in that door in the next room, but I have lost the key. Perhaps, I have only mislaid it"

."They dip their pens in our hearts and think they are inspired".

"A mad man is not less a musician than you or myself. Only the instrument on which he plays, is a little out of tune".

Hell or Heaven

"The devil died the very day you were born",
"Now you don't have to go through hell to meet and angel".

Electrical Jaw

Bite hard, taste lose,
Hold tight, the poisonous booze,
Lay low, crawl through,
Electrical Jaw, welcomes you!

Scratch and Itch,
This feeling is a bitch.
Cut wide open
The life pops, broken.

Starry night and gloomy moon,
Golden coins and the silver spoon.
Break of dawn, enters light,
Man to beast, the survival fight.

Row and run, for someone,
Sway and fleet, bruises and bleeds.
Grudge and moan, to feel alone,
Hide in the dark and the pain is gone.

Sharp knives and loud guns,
Smoking room with motherly nuns,
One rule, with no laws,
Come; take a bite of the electrical jaw!

A dream come true.......

So I pack my bags and head straight for you,
No rules, no regret and all the right clues,
With your name on my lips and a blushing smile,
I set myself to meet the angle, the one I desire.

As I wait in anticipation, my face blushes to glory,
My mind talks to my head, sharing our beautiful story,
As I step outside to hug you, my heart starts to pound,
Your touch makes me numb, I can't feel the ground.

As we walk by the sea, with smiles on our face,
We feel we are in heaven, and this is the best place,
Nothing to lose but only to gain,
This is where we start, all over again.

So we being our talks, to restart again,
Our lips meet in motion, for the beginning of this game,
As we roll in the sheets and the breathing becomes more intense,
Our bodies draw closer as the moments go insane.

As you lay on my chest and I put you to sleep,
I cuddle you close, so I can feel you breathe,
My hands wrapped around you, holding you tight,
This is the best feeling and everything seems to be right.

Those few hours, seemed the best dream,
Which we always dreamt and had never seen,
One last picture, before we say goodbye,
This seems to be the start of all the tears we cried.

Smell of your warm senses

Let me get inside your head and dance all night long,
to our favorite song...
Let me get inside your skin and breathe deep within,
the beautiful sin.......
Let me feel your soul into my veins and lose control,
Let me want you so much that I can’t touch the one who told...

Let me be the wicked song and sing in your mind, all night long,
Crying tears of love and smile of passion, to carry on,
Let me unfold my hands and give you love, to never end,
Holding onto your heart, to never break or to never turn......

Let me caress your body holding you gently, to make you feel warm,
Gathering myself around your senses, to enlighten you, to outstand the harm,
Knocking you over your feet, to catch hold of you, every time you fall
Wrapping around the sheets, in your dreams, to break the wall........

Give me one more try, to tell you a lie and make us go high,
Give me one more chance, to romance, this beautiful dance,
Give it all you have and I'll give in, to complete the kissing kin,
Let's, just be, who we are and treasure the key......

These are my prayers......

Once again I see you say goodbye,
Is this the beginning of many tries?
All I can do is watch you and cry,
Until, I can sing you again, my lullaby.

This heart bleeds and wants to sing,
Again and again, to you my darling,
I fine tune myself, to show you the best,
The best you could have and the best I could get.

The sliver line in the sky,
Running across, for me to analyze,
The truth within the open clouds,
I twist and turn to open my doubts.

I crave and crawl to stand once again,
I bleed and fall to feel the pain,
I run and run, until I can't stop,
I turn and see to realize, what I have got.

You bring me light, you bring me hope,
The strings of strength, which cannot elope,
The prayers, I prayed, are answered today,
I will keep you safe forever and the day.

The Passing.....

The world just passes me by and I am stuck in your thoughts,

I feel I am moving but it's not me, it's my mind,

I dive deep into those moments, which I crave to be real,

Soon you will be far away....and I will be sitting, with a heart which can never real....

In Loving memory of......

Feelings....

The smell of your body, surrounds my skin
The essesnce of your voice, is deep within
The sight of your eyes, has stolen my ground
Your presence lingers... and you are still to be found......


I think and....................... stop to take another step,
I try to talk but thier is nothing left to be said,
My fingers move and I can feel you inside.
I love this feeling, which I can never hide.


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Let me touch you again and fill the lonliness, (break)
Let me see your eyes and dream again, (break)
For tomorrow maybe another day, (break)
I wish the moment froze and we just stayed, that way.......


It's hard to beleive you are not here,
I close my eyes to picture all the years,
I never knew, you could have been the one,
The one, I knew and always longed.....

As I lay on my bed and look at the ceiling,
I can never forget, your love and the feelings,
I shut my eyes, to dream once again,
I know this is true......as these feelings remain.

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