Unknown Sins....

I ain’t got now words

Don’t know what to say to myself,

My mind is like a bible,

Sitting in the Satan’s shelf.

Waiting for the black mass,

Waiting for the words to be unread.

For the beginning of a new dark dawn,

Rising from the grave of the dead.

Chorus

Horny angles….lust sins

Deadly devils….sliding it in.

Unsatisfied fairies….bitchy deeds

Sexy Satan’s….fulfilling the needs.

I finally got some words,

I think I’ll somehow able.

My mind is like the New Testament,

Lying on the devils table.

Waiting for the Black Death,

Waiting for the soul to be free.

For the birth of a new jinx

That will decide the cosmic destiny.

Dated 11-04-04

I Don't know.....

Rush Rush…..Into my head

Rush Rush….Into my veins,

Rush Rush….Into my blood,

Rush Rush….Before I make a change.

Rush Rush ….Into my mind

Rush Rush…Into my eyes

Rush Rush….into my dreams,

Rush Rush….and take me to the extremes.

Chorus

I don’t know when you’re coming,

I don’t know where to go,

I don’t know what am I thinking,

I don’t know what I know.

I don’t know what you’re saying,

I don’t know who you are.

All I know, is I am alone,

Standing in the, catacomb park.

Go Go…away from me

Go Go….and set my spirits free

Go Go….and fake the illusion,

Go Go….and get me a conclusion.

Go Go….fly far, far away,

Go Go….and bring me the anachronism day.

Go Go…. And find me my undine,

Go Go….and leave my soul to be divine.

Chorus x3

Dated 06-04-04 

Sex ‘n’ Pistols

Wham, Bam, thank you mam!

Heard you fukin’ say this too many times, damn!

Bang, bang here come the men,

Dirty ol’ bastards, mouthful of slang!

20 dollar bill, you take or you give,

An hour of passion, you die or you live.

They say, she’s ‘Ivy’, the tantalizing bitch,

He kills from the heart; he’s the mafia’s itch.

Chorus

Sex ‘n’ Pistols, two things apart,

One’s fukin’ addictive, the other one’s smart.

Sex ‘n’ Pistols, two things alike,

One’s got the power; the other’s got the vibe.

Sex ‘n’ Pistols, two things that thrill,

One sounds amazing, the other sounds to kill.

Sex ‘n’ Pistols, two things unsaid,

One gives you life, the other gives you death!

She fell in love, never to understand,

Her companion, a bottle of vodka and some ol’ cigarette band

He walked away, feeling nothing inside,

For him, love was a curse, more it was suicide.

One day he came, looking for the, ‘Pretty Undine’,

She stood in the corner, with the same ol’ sign

Gave him the bill and said, ‘thanks for the night’,

She took her last shot and blew the candles from the sight.

Chorus x ------- 2

Dated 27-10-04

More Than a Feeling

As I sway with my conscious,

I feel it craves to explore.

My vision sees the patterns,

The ones, that I can't ignore.

My fingers move and I can't feel it,

The cold that surrounds the floor.

My body aches and my head is spinning,

How do I end this galore..

Chorus

This is more than a feeling,

Oh its more than a pain.

I wish I could have been screaming,

So I could peel off this shame.

As I feel the end is coming,

My dreams start to run.

My body lies in the perfect posture,

As my heart begins to blur.

This is more than a feeling,
This is more than I can take.
As I move closer to disaster,
I can feel my sense, evade!

Chorus..x 3

Dated - 25-05-2011

Fear

The time has come and I know its near,

No matter how hard I try, its hard to fight the fear.

As I drive closer to the edge of death, 

I can't fight it anymore, I'm tired and I need some rest.

I am doing all that I can, to make it happen, 

Somewhere I lack and somewhere I haven't.

Yet I feel I can still make it through,

I am all alone and I know nothing but the truth..

As darkness sets in, my mind starts to fade, 

My conscious triggers signals, my cells begins to evade.

I hold my hands together, to fight the circle inside, 

It time for me to stand and wave the fear goodbye....

Dated - 10-02-2011

Karmic Ashanti

When god made us, it was said,

It was Adam and Eve but now they’re dead.

We came on, on our ways,

Discriminated god and even his face.

Different religion and different prayers,

Different castes but who fuckin’ cares.

Breakin’ this and buildin’ that,

Demolishing faith, we once had.

With anger within and hate in our hearts,

We’re getting’ nowhere, we are jus’ fallin apart!

CHORUS

Confusion, destruction, curiosity,

Tantra’s and the unseen serenity.

Illusion, dreams, reality

Mantra’s and the karmic Ashanti.

Killin’ each other, just to rule the world,

We are all losers, fucked up and skulled.

With no love, care or emotions,

Feelings are dead, known as compositions.

Their ain’t no equality, their ain’t no one,

Two different colors, a pistol and a gun.

Switch on the lights and take a look at your face,

You are dying every second, you’ve dug your own grave.

Nothing will work unless you do,

Because there’s only one god and it resides in you!

CHORUS x 4

Say your prayers before it’s too late,

Hurry up…it’s time to desegregate!

DATED – 05-04-2004

That’s the way I am

I was born in the wilds, don’t know the fuckin’ place,

Ain’t got know religion, ain’t got no filthy race.

Played the ol’ strings and drank  all day,

By the time I was 12, I was makin’ my own way.

Got my first rock band, called devil’s insane,

Blew up all the bucks in the flood of cocaine.

Lived 9 to 5, blowin’ up all the pain,

Slept in the trippin’ streets, boy mus’ been in vain!

Broke my own heart for the one I couldn’t love,

For she was my favorite mistake, sent from above.

Life isn’t easy for a hippie like me,

I have learnt how to rock, that’s why I’m called, BLADE!

CHORUS

Love me or leave me, I don’t fuckin’ give a damn,

I’m a fuckin’ hardcore bastard, that’s  the way I am.

Take me or break me but make it fuckin’ sound wham,

I’m the ugliest sin of the devil and that’s who I am.

Thrill me or kill me, I ain’t changin’ for the glam,

For fuckin’ sake, I was born this way and that’s the way I am!

I ain’t got no companion, ain’t got no bitchy mate,

I’m one metallic ascetic, never believin’ in anythin’ straight.

She once said, I got a blackheart, that never bleeds,

For love , it fuckin’ stinks it’s somethin’ I don’t need.

I don’t know where I am goin’, jus riddin’ this life through,

Because I ain’t got no destination, I’m a rider on the move.

Tequila burnin’ in my veins and gasoline burnin’ below,

I call it my O2, somethin’ that you call dope.

They call me a natural born killer, it’s the look in my eyes,

For I never wish to go to heaven, it’s hell where I wanna die.

I don’t know what’s comin’ and don’t give a fuck for the past,

I’m a muthafukin’ rebel, livin’ it with a blast!

CHORUS x 2

DATED – 02-04-2004

Ice Cold fire

5 am, the blood runs cold,

Drippin’ down, like an old man’s soul.

Another tick and another tock,

Here comes one more, for the sex, drugs and rock!

I hear your voice, it’s like a call of the wild,

I smell your breath, it’s the smell of a denial.

Put out your hands but don’t reach for me,

I’m the sanity’s sin, I can change your puberty.

A few more seconds and you’re gonna see it right here,

Get ready muthafukas, it’s time to disappear!

CHORUS

Ice cold fire, is what I said,

Am I fuckin’ trippin’ or am I dead?

Ice cold fire, I get no sleep,

Am I in love or am I jus’ fallin’ too deep.

Ice cold fire, runnin’ through my veins,

Am I breathin’ opium or piscin’ down the acid lane

Ice cold fire, come and taste me oh yeah,

I’m better then a disease, I’m the last messiah!

One more day and the same ol’ shit,

They call me a bastard because the condom split.

I’m a sinner with a blade in my heart,

Don’t think of lovin’ me, you’re gonna tear self apart.

I ain’t my mama’s boy because I shot her in the ass,

I’ve come a long way, eatin’, ass, gas and grass!

Don’t turn your face, I know the devil in you,

Waiting to be scratched, come and scratch me too.

You came with vengeance, you came with pride,

You came with dignity, that I can’t describe.

Run away fast and never come back,

Because, I’m the devil they call, nativity in black!

CHORUS x 2

Ice cold fire, the nites breakin’ in,

I’m the nativity in black, with the ugliest sin!

DATED – 24-03-2004

This is how!!!

I’ve been livin’ my life on the six strings,

Playin’ real hard without my eyes being blinked,

Sittin’ in the smokey room with the cigarette buds all around,

Tryin’ to smoke the ol’ hash and not lettin’ the ash fall down.

But sometimes I think , what am I tryin’ na do,

Even god ain’t got no answers, he’s busy smokin’ up too.

But someday, I will and someday I know,

Because I’ve been fucked real hard and I’m lettin’ the wounds grow.

CHORUS

This is how I live, this is how I die,

I ain’t got no answers for livin’ this life.

This is how I love, this is how I hate,

I’m just a part of time, who the fuck believes in fate.

This is how I laugh, this is how I cry,

I’m not one of you, I’m just an ordinary guy.

This is where it starts and never fuckin’ ends,

My soul is a journey, it’s my life that’s for rent.

With empty bots’ in the corner and the some still fillin’ up the room,

I try to lite the joint but seems like it’s too soon.

My eyes all red and tears rollin’ down,

With the guitar still in my hand but their ain’t no sound.

Wanna have some more and I wana have loads,

Wanna have so much, so I blow up my toads.

I wanna black out and commit the last sin,

To hell with ya’ll, after all this is the best thin’.

CHORUS x 2

And if ya thought I’m done, then have your last blink,

I’m ready to rock ya bitch, ready to do my own thin!

DATED – 23-03-2004

Ashes of blood

Gone are the days, it’s all a past,

We thought, we’d make history, oh yeah! It felt like a blast!

The clocks have ticked and the moons up

The nights washing out and I’m all fucked.

We ain’t got nothing but memories of different kind

The eyes all wet but the tears are hard to find.

Everything dies and nothin’ here remains,

For hurt is so beautiful ad vengeance is insane.

CHORUS

It’s all gone and I know it’s out in the cold,

It’s all burning slowly and I can feel it in my soul.

It’s too late for you to ask me why,

It’s completely hallucinating, no matter how hard you try.

It’ never coming back, it’s all washed way with mud,

It’s all burnt down, now it’s called, the ashes of blood!

It wasn’t so easy to come all this way,

Bleedin’ every moment, burnin’ everyday.

The heart’s all bruised and cries for you,

You are far apart, there’s nothing you can do.

I know I was a dreamer, I dreamt all through,

I dreamt of Jesus that I had found in you.

But, I’ll live with this pain and the hurt inside,

Will we ever be together, let’s leave that for Jesus to decide!

CHORUS x 2

DATED – 26-03-2004